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Saturday, May 10, 2008 Do u know why i did this? Do u even know? You thought i left you But is that really so........ "I always thought i felt sth i could No longer feel only to realise All these ain't true" Do u know how much it hurts to hear u say so....... Its not because i dont love youu but because........ I dont have the right to say i love you...... I have a phobia of falling iin love Cause it really Really hurts....... I have never overcome it Still dwelling in the swirls of it It is not that i dont trust you But i have no faith in myself I really really love youu But i am afraid i will hurt youu Youu really brought me joy But all i bring youu are hurts and cries...... It really hurts to see youu suffer But it hurts more When i am the cause.... I wan to be fair to youu I dun want u to Live in the shadows of my history I wann youu to enjoy life with me Not to suffer with me..... Its torturous to see your lovedd one hurt But who knows....... Deep in me im cryin out loud..... But what can i do...... U think its easy to tell u that...... It tears me more to say that..... But what else can i do I dont want to make youu Suffer because of me..... I wann to be fair to youu I want to love youu without burdens..... I want to hand my everything Into your hands..... But i am being held back But so many chains...... They are so heavy and breath-taking..... They are all unexplainable No one will ever understand.... All the pains and trials I just g0tta take it myself And drag to move on..... I dun wann to burden anyone Especially youu My Lovedd One I really wann to loosen myself to love youu with my everything But i need time and youu to do it.... But i guess this wish of mine will be gone..... cause u alr chose to leave me....... All my hopes are dashed Ever since the moment Youu say...... Goodbye~~~ [x] i lovee myself ((://* 6:57 AM Myiie Profile ♥
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