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Tuesday, April 29, 2008 haix..... wait a minute.....do i even have the right to sigh? y problems jst cum 1 aft another?do i deserve it? its tearin me apart gradually...... Firstly is myself...... 1.Studies Studies is deteoriating day by day........ i cant even focus in doing well 4 my examinations..... I go stm more and more lerhs.i am less efficent than i use to be by a hundred times..... i still have so many question marks in my mind...... can i even meet my expectations? can i even make it for my Os? 2.Health Health is oso deteoriating day by day..... my imunnity is weakening, prone to infections and virus.....thats y i ve been gettin prolonged fever and faints recently.....i am so sick and tired of those medications, needles,bandages and check ups..... when will all this stop and come to an end? e doc even told me hey lil gal its time for u to prepare for e worst....so try to do ur tings asap b4 u cant....wad a nice advice e doc gave...... am i a hopeless case?i dun even dare to tell any1,fear of being a burden.... 3.Relationship I am jst gettin in2 quarrels evday.....regardless my parents, friends, teachers or even my love..... e more i try to cheer them up, the more they get frustrated....we jst have to quarrel... it almost seems to be part of my daily routine..... i really dont want to quarrel.... but what can i do? i am so insignificant.....my words of encouragement may jst turn in2 words of hurt..... i really wonder... do i even have e right to say i love/ im loved? all i ever do is QUARREL and end of story.....i tried to improve it but it jsty gt worser each day..... 4.Uncle Eric Uncle eric is so nice to my family..... whenever our family is in chaos.....his family will giv their utmost best to help out....but now..... i cant even help him...all i can do is sit there and watch how he and his family suffer...now his situation is worsening... e doc say he has contracted undetectable infections..... even if he pass away, they cant issue a deat cert...its like....... I REALLY FEEL LIKE KILLING THE DOCTORS!!~~ they say if he goes for e opt he may be better bt chances is only 15 %..... y is it always so cruel...... uncle eric and his family is such a nice family.... bt y mus tis happen to them.. oh god i really cry out to u.... pls help tis family..strengthen them....help them thru tis critical period...... heal him by ur strips tis family has really blessed us alot....i pray that u will console auntie lai choo and alvin.... May u look aft them n encourage them...... * Life Is Not To Be Underestimated...... U Never Know Whats Installed For U The Next Sec* [x] i lovee myself ((://* 3:00 AM Myiie Profile ♥
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